Thursday, June 11, 2009

at core

i have no sense of a normal sleeping cycle.
i can't concentrate studying unemployment.

i realize it's so hard to just love.
all i desire is to be God's love to people.
that is all.
God is love.
maybe that's why it's so hard.
He is God, after all.

God only loves me because He loves His Son.
He loves me because He sees His Son in me. the Precious Blood He shed.
for me
for all of us

why? i've been trying all these years but
no answer. no reason. no logic.
because i don't deserve it.

so it's only right for me to live in gratitude.
mindful of Your Grace.

less of me. more of You.

help me to see You in others, just as You are able to see Your Son in me.