a lot about the chills i get when i sing or pray...
are they any different from the chills i get when i watch a touching scene?
i watched the movie "wedding dress" three times in three weeks.
once on the way to japan.
once on the way back from japan.
and yesterday with my mom and brother.
i wonder how i will feel when i watch it when i'm a mom.
i should write and respond to e-mails...but i feel so lethargic...
my mind feels numb...my limbs feel limp...my thoughts are scattered.
God,
i just want more of You.
you said draw near to me and i'll draw near to you...
i draw near to you, Lord...
i feel so full yet so empty...
you know what i mean...
only you know my heart..
so take my heart...
make it clean...make it yours..
make it right..make it light
make it whole..
make it yours..
