hold me closer til i can't tell us apart
i can't erase you if you're written in my heart
don't fool yourself by trying to do things
that merely make you feel morally superior.
because who are you fooling
thinking certain thoughts
or even speaking certain thoughts
can easily unintentionally be judging
the more i know You,
the more i see i don't.
the more i think i have You
the more i find i need You
i need you more everyday.
and i know you can fill me up.
you said i can do all things through you.
i realize there is nothing i can do without you.
seriously.
nothing.
that's why you are Hope.
that's why you are Life.
even to go through the littlest, petty, most insignificant events or conversations of the day.
i need you every moment.
and even that...
i realized so late.
and now you're shaking your head gently, lovingly, patiently
because you love me.
and your love is constant, strong, unchanging, steadfast, overflowing.
every moment.
you are with me every moment.
that's why you want me to pray.
that why you want me to call out to you.
you know i need you.
that's why you are here.
Love is here.
so i don't need to fear...
i just need to believe.
with my heart
with my soul
with my mind.
